THE HIDDEN TRUTH - GANGSTALKING = MIND CONTROL

My personal Journal, outlining my employment over the last 6 years, and which I will not post for my own personal safety, describes what incredible personal turmoil and fear I was experiencing, and how all of my cries fell on deaf ears. There was not a single person within the boundaries of the law and my employment both past and present that could have come to my assistance. Off course, I didn't know that I was a victim of this so called gang stalking. I did'nt know that I was being secretly stalked and the fear and other emotional imbalances I was experiencing, was a result of what I have now learned to be Directed Energy Weapons, fucking with my head from the apartment next door. No wonder when I would opened my eyes after sleeping, this intense horrifying feeling would hit, and I would want to scream. I didn't know that the whistling that was directed towards me both in the U.S and here, was referred to as a STIMULI, to which I was supposed to have been subjected. Of course it never really got to me. I'm such a strong minded person, that all I ever do is question everything from a rational point of view, most especially people and their intentions. I know myself better than anyone, and because I didn't know that this demon existed , everything that I looked at as irrational, was brushed off as irrational. When I did question the whistling, which was the rational thing to do, (although it made me look like a fucktard), it was only to find out WHY it was happening to me and what was going on, and I was successful in resisting temptation to actually react to it. My personal journal relating to the above, has not been changed or re scripted in any way. Its says nothing about GANG STALKING, DIRECTED ENERGY WEAPON OR MIND CONTROL, or any off that bullshit, but since finding out, and reading the journal over again very closely, the emotional, psychological and physical symptoms of this disease, this demon, is there, hiding in the background.